Colour My World

cinderella has better shoes

gawd i do the stupidest thing. i was at ubi when my slipper broke and had to walk all the way home BAREFOOTED. man and i thought my prince charming was gonna appear then and hand me a pair of glass slippers but he never did. =( and so i walked home by myself looking so pathetic and tried to smile at those who stared at me. grr. what a bad start to the morning.

scribbled at 10:05 a.m. 2006-12-05

confession #3

am feeling rather awful cos i walked past these 2 people holding out the FREE HUGS card and after hesitating for the longest time, i walked past them. gosh. im sucha typical singaporean.

and so i decided to sign up to be a part of the free hugs campaign lol.

scribbled at 9:01 p.m. 2006-12-04

contented

gosh i am so frigging tired. have been going out everyday for the past week and coming home at ten plus eleven. so im glad i got home earlier today.

anyway today i went out in search for my accessories. thank you zhuhan for accompanying me! =D we went to siglap first to sign up for pilates and then met up with sue and jiayi for a while where they did their nails (i did mine earlier at roxy!) and then we split again and me and zhuhan went to far east to look for my accessories. was so so soooo lucky cos i found what i want at far east!! the exact same ones i saw in cine yesterday but those didnt come in the colour i wanted. hahahaha. so now im happy. ((:

only downside is, the subway bread i had today was overbaked and tasted burnt. howells. am looking forward to sat's first lesson!! :D

scribbled at 8:00 p.m. 2006-12-04

yes, and probably not so

i am suddenly so sad. =(
been so caught up with prom and the preparations that ive not met up with all those people whom i really missed. especially now when i feel so irritated with everybody and i just want to see all those whom i feel comfortable with. i wanna see ode shine nursi aud jol so much again.

wish prom would hurry come and go so i have time for friends, work, pilates and also myself.

call it pms(or not) but i am absolutely pissed with the whole world right now. i should just curl up in bed and die. goodbye.

scribbled at 11:50 p.m. 2006-12-03

stripesliver

today: saw this pair of gorgeous killer heels which i am going to get tomorrow. :D

scribbled at 10:17 p.m. 2006-12-01

vivo

i got my prom dress finally. it was kinda last min tho. cos me and pc stupidly thought that proms on thurs when its on tues! grr. whats wrong with us.

so now its hardcore shopping for the next few days sigh. proms such a hassle i swear.
oh and lunch today was at spizza@harbourfront centre. good for ppl who truly loves original thin-crust pizzas. joey loves it but i didnt finish my portion haha. the menu's interesting tho. every pizza is given a name starting from letter a to z. we had p for pamela. but its a ploy tho. i mean, even plain own hawaiian was given a fancy name like margherita or sth i cannot rem what. and also i must add that the portions were small. ok enough complaining. at least dinner at pepper lunch was nice.

oh and im loving my book so much. :D

scribbled at 11:13 p.m. 2006-11-30

ikea

hello, someone named kete from indonesia just viewed my friendster like wth! hahahaha. its a guy btw.

so many things to do so little time. im still so unprepared for prom!

anyway tmr im going for a job interview. to be a promoter for some roadshow held at vivo. its gonna be a short term thing so im hoping to get more long term jobs such as being a tuition teacher or working at bodyshop/cocoa trees/-insert random shop name- as long as the pay is good.

yest the class went to sentosa and we played volleyball and soccer and cycled. cycling was the fun-est and also the most tiring cos we cycled uphill and the slope was damn steep la. woke up this morning feeling like i couldnt crawl out of bed. was just so tired =/ oh and i saw monica at sentosa! haha. oh and i got to know that theres no such word as 'quitted'. but it sounds so right to me!

today lunched with most of the rest at jurong point and then we went back to parkway where i bought a new book! was deciding between blink and ps i love you and finally i settled for the latter. cant wait to read it! (:

ikea officially opens tmr!! :D

scribbled at 8:30 p.m. 2006-11-29

addicted to youtube

i need to stop laughing at people who spend hours on end playing computer games because i can and just did spent the entire freaking day watching youtube. im definitely not one of those who feel lost after the As because there's so many freaking shows i wanna watch! i ♥ youtube. :D

it 539 am now. i woke up at 6pm yesterday cos i slept at 12. =( my body clock is as screwed as ever. i think i shall go to sleep by ten. (:

p.s. hq i miss you!

scribbled at 5:37 a.m. 2006-11-26

freedom at last

the As are over! :D
i reached home at 7 in the morning and slept all the way till 7 in the evening, when my mum came home from work. hoho. and my dad didnt nag! :D
anyway roaming the streets in orchard at 3 in the morning is damn uncanny. no kidding.
watching a horror movie at 0130 is freakyyy, seriously. thank goodness some sec school prom just ended so the theatre was filled. still, i didnt watch more than half the show.
not being able to get into mos cos of the freaking long queue was disappointing. but then again, someone who managed to get in said tt it was too crowded in there to move even a step.
having macs breakfast at 4 in the morning feels good haha. tho i have been eating a lot since the As ended, which is yesterday la.
and then not bathing and sleeping for more than 24 hours made everything seem so surreal to me.

so ya. tt was how my night went. in the afternoon the class went to eat at pp swensens.
everything i say is so totally incoherent but you know what, i like it that way. now tt the As are over, i just want everything to be as it comes, no structure no coherency no whatever. i also feel like wasting my life away. not a very difficult thing to do actually so im off to do it now bye.

scribbled at 7:33 p.m. 2006-11-24

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stupid murphy, stop haunting me with your stupid law!

scribbled at 11:45 p.m. 2006-11-22

worst if its aniticipated but unavoidable

one thousand, two thousand, three thousand... one hundred thousand, one hundred and one thousand...

and like a kid who is determined not to cry, i continued this way for more than five minutes.

scribbled at 10:32 p.m. 2006-11-21

=/

sorry...
but you dont understand.

scribbled at 10:24 p.m. 2006-11-21

white dog@vivo

firefox is down. :( so is the other computer. but its ok, i wont let that, or the sister affect my mood. :D

anyway i shall put up some pictures from today to liven up my boring blog hoho. went to vivo today with jiayi and joey to shop for my prom dress but came home emptyhanded :( highlight of the day was lunch at white dog!(marche wasnt opened and bakerzin has no set lunches) set lunch at white dog costs about 20 bucks per person and comes with salad/soup/dessert, main course of pasta/dory/spring chicken/sandwich/veal and coffee/tea. we all chose different items so we had a taste of everything :D

caesar salad and mushroom soup. i know, i know. i remembered to take out my phone only after we finished it. =x

joey's pasta which she didnt finish cos she got too sick of it. =/ she didnt like the ham that came with it too. actually it didnt taste that bad to me but it definitely isnt one of the best pasta ive eaten.

jiayi's veal in red wine. its pretty good! you can taste the red wine and the meat's tender. but the portion is a bit small though.

my dory fish that came with potato and 2 kinds of veggies. i love the potato! the dory tasted fresh too, and the sauce compliments it well. haha, i think i made the best choice. :D one of the veggies sucked though. it tasted raw and exactly like grass! (tho ive never tasted grass before) i didnt finish it of course.

a closer shot of the grass-like veg.

dessert was oreo cheesecake! taste pretty normal to me actually. but not so cheesy i think.
ok i realise i didnt take of the coffee and tea but theyre jsut normal coffee/tea la haha. made us feel very tai-tai though. the kind of life i want. :D overall food was ok and ambience was good but i wouldnt go back there again hoho.

credits to photobucket which i totally adore. (:

anyway i am going to start a food blog soon (dont laugh) because i think all good food ought to be shared haha. will start as soon as i learn how to use photoshop to make my pictures look nicer with frames and all. ive got the website already though. will put up the link once i get everything done! wish me luck! :D

p.s tkg has got new values! and the pillars are now painted in purple, green, orange and any other imcompatible colour you can think of. yucks!

scribbled at 10:23 p.m. 2006-11-20

'Tis the season to be jolly

hoho. links are still a little messy but that can wait till later. anyway i will be changing the layout again to get into the spirit of christmas!! ((:
i totally cannot wait till christmas!! anyway 4 more days to the end of As, finally and i am so excited because i have so many things to do already! dont you just love it when your schedule is packed with so many things to do! im gonna go ikea, go out with np frens at night, go sentosa, go shopping for my prom(x100), have l word marathon at my house, prepare for prom(makeup hair facial etc), go for prom itself, have sleepovers, bake, go out with my mum, have a mini 4/7 reunion, prepare for christmas, watch POTO musical, go either hongkong or bangkok(hopefully my dad allows!), and the list goes on. i also want to work, but that will have to wait till next year because i obviously dont have the time (and im not very willing to also) to work during the month of dec! k this is so exciting im gonna go write down my schedule from right after the paper on thurs. and thinking about christmas puts me in such a good mood!

yay! :D

scribbled at 12:38 a.m. 2006-11-20

memories

AHHHHHHH psyched.complique.net is finally GONE.

i feel like a part of me has gone as well. :(

scribbled at 3:47 p.m. 2006-11-19

letter to me

2016

KaiTian:
How are you? You turn 28 this year. Are you still a Miss? A Mrs? With kids? What are you doing now? I cannot imagine. Are you having a high salary job doing something you like like you always wanted? Are you a boring but highly-paid accountant? A business-woman? Something to do with Mass Comm maybe? Are you enjoying life? Are you happy? I hope you are. I hope you're carving out a nice career for yourself. If not, will you look back and blame me? Will you? But even if you do, I dont blame you. Really. Do you know, I'm not even through my As but already i have this sickening feeling in me. I just want you to know that.
Have you accomplished much in the past ten years? Have you contributed back to the society? Have you travelled round the world with Nursila as you promised? Have you grown taller, lost the weight you wanted to, grown more mature? Are you still living with your parents? Or have you gotten a place of your own, maybe a car even. Will you look back at this and laugh? Will you wish to be me again, like how i wish i was 8 again? I hope not, because right now I cannot wait to be you. I wonder how is it like to be 28, to be having a career, to have afternoon teas in cafes, to be earning an income, to be independent.
I hope you are happy. I want you to be happy. So when you read this, you can look back and laugh, and tell me not to worry so much so I will be much more comforted. So i wouldnt feel like ive ruined everything, like i want to cry everynight but i cant. So you can say "I told you so." and i wouldnt mind a bit. Thanks. And see you in ten years' time.

Love,
the 18-year-old you.

scribbled at 10:10 p.m. 2016-11-15

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